leave jesus out of this

i dont need people to say "god bless you" to me when i sneeze or when i am on the way out of the rite aid. i dont need them to speak on behalf of "God" for me. who gave them the power to bless me on God's behalf anyway?
i'm just annoyed in general. as usual. for someone who has nothing to write about, i sure am annoyed a lot. maybe it's the writing i hate. maybe it's the sound of the words in my head as i try to write. maybe it's the fact that i cant type as fast as i think. i dont know, i'm just annoyed. i love david cross, the comedian. he is so hilarious. god, i hate myself right now. look at me, telling god, how i feel about myself. god and jesus shouldnt even be in my venacular. i appreaciate that there are people out there who have faith, i guess. i mean, i guess i appreciate that they have that strength to believe in an almighty dude up there in the sky, who gives a shit about their puny, average lives.

but they are selfish people. entitled. god is helping their family make ends meet but what about all the other poor and starving people around the world? why has he turned his back on them? how can you take a book written thousands of years ago so literally? and how many versions are of this holy scripture? catholics, protestants, mormons, church of latter day saints, king james version, just all these fucking versions of the same thing? but these versions, these factions still keep humanity separate from one another. still hating on one another. what their GOD is supposed to stand for- love, peace, kindness, giving-- he only doles that out or recommends that treatment for certain groups of people?

don't try to fight or hate in the name of god. you dont deserve to have that opportunity. you are small and pathetic if your god tells you to hate or kill or fight against other people because of what is written in the bible. the bible is archaic! it is primitive. and you dont deserve to judge other people's lives in god's name. What do you care if you think others will burn in hell because of their non belief or how they choose to live their lives? what, do you think you get brownie points up in heaven if you hold up hateful signs and are cruel to nonbelievers? you are a fucking idiot!

believers piss me off, they do. they believe in all this magical shit that supposedly happened hundreds of years ago. jesus rose from the dead, blah, blah, blah. gimme a fuckin break. whatever, i know not all religious people are a bunch of stupid assholes, but from what i see happening around the world in the name of GOD, i am just disgusted by religion and all it's followers. whether you believe in allah, mohammed, jesus christ, it doesnt matter to me. it doesnt give you the right to make other people's lives miserable or kill others for your god.

it's really terrifying to me how brainwashed people are. and it's all about getting up into heaven and sittin next to jesus on a cloud for eternity. no. sorry. that's not going to fucking happen. there is no fucking heaven and there is no fucking hell. hell is the killing and the atrocities happening on earth now!

live in the moment people. stop trying to explain what this is or where we are or how it came to be. we will never know for sure. just be a good person. be kind. be helpful. be gentle to the planet and animals and other humans. not because god told you to do it or he will punish you, but because it's the best thing to do as a human being. leave jesus out of this. that dude has been dead and gone for hundreds of years. he was a carpenter, an olive skinned, middle eastern carpenter who was a good dude to people. who helped people. just leave it be. please. you all are so fucking annoying.